I remember giving my life away for fourteen years to a job that bored me to
insanity, fearing I needed the money and health insurance. In truth, I did. I did because I didn’t understand the principles of the Universe, my limiting beliefs, or my own magnetizing power.
All the evidence in life and from my community chanted, work hard, get a good education and get a job.
So I did.
I worked three jobs in high school. After high school the insanity continued with night school, more jobs, multi level marketing businesses, spiritual retreats and reading hundreds of motivational, personal growth, and business books — all so I could get ahead. But I wasn’t getting ahead financially or successfully, I was sinking.
My vibrations did not yet match my new belief system under construction.
You know the saying, “Life is what happens when you’re busy making other...
Last December I began. There was pain. There was anger and resentment too, but for once in my life it felt useful. I didn’t have to understand these feelings to burn them up. I’ve done my time in therapy. I threw worn out thoughts into the meditation furnace, and used them to catapult me forward. I had had enough.
This now six month guided stint turned me into an observer of human consciousness. What??? It means we can sink into our heart instantly, hook into real reality, and feel at peace in the middle of a pandemic, hate, riots, prejudice, fear, politics, blame, economic failure and ego.
Peace in the middle of HELL? I thought only celibate Monks who meditated all day could get to that place.
I found the silent, non thinking “knowing” that exists within all of us. We have access to it any time, any...